Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Hi finally back agian to this blog actually i am not to use com durnig the death of my grandmother but then if i never say it out i will die let's start from the friday midnight she message me asking me to send her home as a fren cause she wanted to watch a movie with her fren so i agree with her and decide to send her home. So i went out to fetch her back reaching her side around 5 then i saw her walking back to the lift. But i really cannot make it that day so i decide to give her the pig my fren give me for bday than i run to her telling her to keep it for me cause i wan her to be happy as she use to be. i try to be strong but i cry. she try to stop me from crying back i does not work than she hugged me i feel so sorry to her i jus keep saying sry and tell her that "this pig is for u to keep when u are single and if u are attact plz return me the pig and forgot me forever so ur r'ship will go on for ur next bf" after saying i go home and rest then i was only slping for 1 hr when my family told me my grandmother pass away i was to shock when i see is real i cry out the whole day during the time i forgot about the pain with her during that time see my grandmother die i was so sad as i wan to bring her out this coming thur but i don't think there is anymore chnace left.. my gf came on the second day to visit my grandmother but i was too tired don't really saw her come but my parents told me she did come . Haiz all the secert i kept all come out cause i don't think i can hide anymore so i told my parents about my uncle car and others things then they realize why i did all this and now i got the permission to drive both car as and when i wan is kind of a good thing but i won't think i will be able to use much of a car as i got my gf and no one to bring so maybe all i can do is to study hard and aim for my dergee in the furture haiz.. ok really don't wan to say too much not in a mood so that's all ...
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