Thursday, July 10, 2008
Yo Back agian this time with a very bad news!!! After 3 yrs of driving i got my 1st Speeding ticket and it destory my whole driving life man!!! How can a speeder stop speeder. All i can say is i am super stupid to go out when i am already 85% enery down. Anyway all i can say is i never went to jail for speeding it's already quite good for me and luckily i don't go higher on that day. Hope my life can get better here in USA and time please fly faster.
- Thursday, July 10, 2008;
Thursday, July 03, 2008
hello what a boring day today. It's my base change of command rehersal and guess what i was not involed and i am not suppose to go and see the parade rehersal by my S1 and CC orders. It seems that begin a clerk at this detachment is not a very good choice as u are "too small to be seen" everyone is like look down at u steping on u as and when they are jealous of u. 1 simple reason because u are a NSF working in USA and getting the same allowance as them. As i always say people in this world are often like that they will get their punishment when the time is right for them. Always remenber never forgot to turn ur back and look around cause u are once there with the rest, Just that u are lucky enough to move abit faster.
Anyway being here a 50% blessed and 50% hated because of what u are here. People treats u differently so my advise is to be urself and hack care the rest.Pray that the next NSF will be able to take the heat that i am getting for another 8 months i guess.
finely can go out on a trip agian. It's an expensive trip but i think it is worth the price for being myself and happy agian for the short weekend rather than staying at my house to rotten thru out the weekend.
Another lonely Bday all by myself it's been awhile since someone celebrates my Bday. Haiz what's Bday and What's life who will know. Been throw to a corner all alone in a country that u are not familar with is no joke. Seriously u will always feel cool and despress i am trying to pull myself up and i hope i can. The best part is when u are feeling cool and down, U asked ur family or Gf to come over to accompany for a while and they rejected u. It's like breaking up with ur sweetest gf after a very long time of R/S. If anyone knows how i feel please tell me what can i do.
- Thursday, July 03, 2008;