Saturday, March 28, 2009
Haiz this is the 4th day of break up. I manage to make her pick up my call for once but whatever i said she is just don't reply no matter what type of reason what type of hope all i havr tried. She just kept herself quiet since she already make a decision like that i got nothing to say but let go. it been so hard and so shock that this will happen. I am so angry with myself because i cannot go over face to face to talk to her i think that will be more effective than just talking on phone. Sorry to anyone we see this blog i really cannot get over it. it's really to sudden till i am so lost.
- Saturday, March 28, 2009;
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I had tried ways and ways to pull us back but why don't u even try abit just for 2 months and u won't be alone anymore. Does i really deserve this pain? You tell me. NS is not i want to serve is no choice stuffs. I agree i choose to come USA but i don't not mean i don't love u is a test for both of us. Why we cannot pass this test together why u must let go? So many years of relationship cannot pass this test ? WHY!!!!!!
- Thursday, March 26, 2009;
what's love can anyone tell me? don't u think is so funny when ur 7yr plus partner break off with u just because u are aboard serving NS???? The Reason of breaking of is just because she likes her jobs alot and she is very use to be alone!! Tell me how to belive her. Tell me how do u take that kind of reason. Why we work so hard and still fail this test?? i thought u already want to plan for our future already i thought u say we are there already thinking about the same stuffs and now this happen with this kind of reason u tell me how this happen!!!!!! 2 more months cannot take it than the 1 yr u can take it ???? are u joking with me if u really got read this post. please tell me what are u thinking. i rather u tell me someone took over my place than u tell me this kind of reason . i know if my fault i shld not have gamble this at the 1st place but don't u think our love can go thru it. why u want to stop now 2 more months i am coming back and we will be forever. i going to ORD soon after i go back SG why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Thursday, March 26, 2009;
