Saturday, April 11, 2009
haiz 2 weeks past already. Yet i am still as useless as a baby thinking of her every now and then try to forgot her. Forgot all the good and bad times that we been thru. Time Really don't wait for people to U Turn and so do her. I think i have already msg her near to 40 Times but she still don't not reply me a single 1. i am Amazed how she did that? How she can be so heartless? Who is behide all this i really don't belive is her that did that. i rather she tell me the truth not everything she got to suffer herself i am there to help. Ching u know ma i am even more worry since the day u say break Do u know that? Because all the Forever Promise is make by u and now U break it urself. Still remenber u ask me not to leave u regardless of what will happen ? You always belive we can go over all the problems. But why this time u don't belive i will still be the same Ah Yao u know. If u hate me because of me coming to USA for NS. I will still tell u i don't not do wrong. is a choice that i want to make and it is choice that i wan to see my frens clearly. Do you know how much pain i suffer ma for just coming here. I suffer the biggest pain is leaving u in SG do u know how much i wan to marry u that time and bring u over? Don't u know how firm that i will be with u forever? To Me u are like already my wife don't u think ? don't u feel?? No matter how much i suffer here is not as pain as the day u say break to me. It is like breaking me apart, Apart from everything do u know?
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