Sunday, October 25, 2009
Hey back agian the same old place for me to mood swing this time round i dunno why jus wan to talk and shot out loud. Been very wild lately also going to pub, club and etc just trying to have that night of fun to forgot myself is stupid but i think is worth it at least i am relax like what i was before all this happen. Seriously after thinking back is also good that she left me ba make me realise that true love do exist and it hurts real bad. i don't blame anyone but myself that i don't understand her at that time but things are over and i cannot get over her yet. Maybe that's how painful true love is when it flys away. i ever have a fren of mine having the same feeling as me right now he feels that girls to him now is just a girl nothing speical. Oh btw he had been with her for 10 yrs and things still turn out to be a nightmare so i don't think i am the worse but i am also not the most relax one.
Ya talking about club and etc i guess i have been really wild been trying out how to intro myself to a girl at dancefloor learning how to flirt around is pretty fun to learn but yet i am just trying to let go myself. haiz just wish i was flirt at the very beginnning of any r/s so i won't be so breakdown right now. hmm... my fren already took 3 yrs and he is yet to recover himself. i wonder how long i would take? But just a friendly advise to all who see my blog if u really fell in love for a speical guy or girl than really treasure her for life cause other wise u will turn out like me. Because i wanted to fulfill my dreams so bad i forgot her need that she wants from me.
to all the couples out there all the best and to all the people that is in my shoes right now u are not alone.
Yao
- Sunday, October 25, 2009;
Monday, October 12, 2009
haiz!!! back again getting from bad to worse now i have hated myself more than ever. Why am i so trouble by her why !!! why is my mind full of her when things are over!!! can someone tell me seriously don't know why but every min i had is all about her safety wheather is she good is her bf now treating her well??? what am i suppose to say is my bad that i don't grab hold her that time. Can anyone tell me shld i just have any gf for now at least to forgot her seriously i dunno which is good for me i am going to break down agian seriously i am.
- Monday, October 12, 2009;
Saturday, October 10, 2009
hmm... Back agian i guess don't really know why i want to write this in but it just seems like i really need a place to say out my feelings.
1st don't know issit a curse or what after i come back from USA too many things happen frens changes all the so called "forever couples" all break up with just no reason dunno what the hell happen to this place. I felt so uncomfortable i really wish i was dead that time when she break off with me. I rather choose to chicken out so that i won't need to see all my frens breaking up married couple with kids divorce and so on. This whole thing is Fking bull Shit!!!
2nd things change too much till i guess i have already given up on LOVE to me now all this are fake how real can it be now LOVE is just like SEX. There is no reason why people nowadays need to have LOVE all they need is SEX. Had so many frens all lost there vrigin at the age of Fking 14 OMG!!! is like crazy when i heard that news. Damn !!! girls isn't hard to get on bed nowadays OMG!!!
3th to a few frens who i concern go have a partner and move on don't stop on my clock here cause i ain't watching. My r/s time is over if u girls don't get it. i choose to stop at my own clock not moving on. Other than "needs" i don't think there is a need to have a partner for me so if u all see this msg plz get moving i am sure u guys can find a better someone. Let my time stay at where i stopped with her cause i am really sorry i just cannot forgot her.
Yao
DEAD!!!!
- Saturday, October 10, 2009;