Sunday, October 25, 2009
Hey back agian the same old place for me to mood swing this time round i dunno why jus wan to talk and shot out loud. Been very wild lately also going to pub, club and etc just trying to have that night of fun to forgot myself is stupid but i think is worth it at least i am relax like what i was before all this happen. Seriously after thinking back is also good that she left me ba make me realise that true love do exist and it hurts real bad. i don't blame anyone but myself that i don't understand her at that time but things are over and i cannot get over her yet. Maybe that's how painful true love is when it flys away. i ever have a fren of mine having the same feeling as me right now he feels that girls to him now is just a girl nothing speical. Oh btw he had been with her for 10 yrs and things still turn out to be a nightmare so i don't think i am the worse but i am also not the most relax one.
Ya talking about club and etc i guess i have been really wild been trying out how to intro myself to a girl at dancefloor learning how to flirt around is pretty fun to learn but yet i am just trying to let go myself. haiz just wish i was flirt at the very beginnning of any r/s so i won't be so breakdown right now. hmm... my fren already took 3 yrs and he is yet to recover himself. i wonder how long i would take? But just a friendly advise to all who see my blog if u really fell in love for a speical guy or girl than really treasure her for life cause other wise u will turn out like me. Because i wanted to fulfill my dreams so bad i forgot her need that she wants from me.
to all the couples out there all the best and to all the people that is in my shoes right now u are not alone.
Yao
- Sunday, October 25, 2009;