Thursday, November 05, 2009
dunno what to type here today but just want to rmb the dream i had after so long. i dream of her agian feelings are so real just like before i left for PV. the moments are there the feelings are so true i felt her in my arms agian don't know why i really wish it is true. i thought i already trying to chase another girl that i know recently but i guess i was wrong glad that i have not hurt anyone yet. hmm.. dunno when can i really forgot her dunno how much am i going to damage myself to de-stress but yet maybe this is what i get for archieving my childhood dreams that day. My life really did change when i fly to USA alot of friends said the same thing. Are u Yao?? no matter what happens or what people say i guess closing my own door is the best choice to make. haven really forgot her before i will always think of what is she doing , is her bf treating her good , is she happy ? etc. Well i don't know maybe our story doesn't really end yet. ching really wish u happy as always i just wants to know that u are happy that's all. Sorry i am not a good bf i should have not left u alone . i am selfish sorry
yao
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