Wednesday, December 09, 2009
hmm... i dunno if i shld let her know that i am willing to try agian if she does anot. cause there are so many bad things about her what i went to USA heard from so many ppl that she change alot not in good side but bad. Been trying so hard to belive that the trust i had in her that time was true. Alot of ppl say she was flirting around when i was away. When my sis break with her bf she will sms me just to ask why. i was surpise that this news other than the bf itself noones knows and i dunno why she contacted my sis bf while i was away so many things so culess make me few so unhappy.
Anyway today my parents & frens already started to question me why i still single. Haiz i wish i could tell them but i think i just could not. i cannot let go the past cause i fell to hard and i doesn't wish to stand up cause ........
Well just hope she see this post at least and hope i could have a answer. Maybe 1 day before i really go into my future. I still wish she could be my 1 day gf than end it that way, i guess that will be a better ending for a break up like this cause after all is 7yrs r/s. but is all just wishes sorry to say but this kind of stuffs hardly came true.
Yao
- Wednesday, December 09, 2009;
Saturday, December 05, 2009
help me !! been stupid thought i can get over her. so have been contacting awhile lately found out that i cannot get over her just by a simple fren pic she take will make me feel the pain agian and agian like everything is back to that day when she say break!! been thinking of getting her back but the odds are well too low this time and pride is in the way.. can someone tell me how to flirt really just play with girls maybe i will be a jerk 1 day but at least i will be much more happy than now. i belive.
- Saturday, December 05, 2009;
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
hmm.... just feel like shouting out loud but yet i don't not dunno what's wrong with me. After her sms i become emo agian. I know she is just guilty and maybe not very happy with her current bf. That's why she did that. don't she know she is just making me worry for nothing. i am trying very hard to turn to a new life i still want my old self back. DAmn Shit!! emo really kills. i just accidently let 1 of my frens to emo with me and yet i make her think of the bad past i felt like a total jerk. but i really cannot do much now it will just make me worse... Come on i got to get over it man someone please teach me seriously.
- Tuesday, December 01, 2009;