Wednesday, December 09, 2009
hmm... i dunno if i shld let her know that i am willing to try agian if she does anot. cause there are so many bad things about her what i went to USA heard from so many ppl that she change alot not in good side but bad. Been trying so hard to belive that the trust i had in her that time was true. Alot of ppl say she was flirting around when i was away. When my sis break with her bf she will sms me just to ask why. i was surpise that this news other than the bf itself noones knows and i dunno why she contacted my sis bf while i was away so many things so culess make me few so unhappy.
Anyway today my parents & frens already started to question me why i still single. Haiz i wish i could tell them but i think i just could not. i cannot let go the past cause i fell to hard and i doesn't wish to stand up cause ........
Well just hope she see this post at least and hope i could have a answer. Maybe 1 day before i really go into my future. I still wish she could be my 1 day gf than end it that way, i guess that will be a better ending for a break up like this cause after all is 7yrs r/s. but is all just wishes sorry to say but this kind of stuffs hardly came true.
Yao
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