Tuesday, March 30, 2010
ha ... never thought i would write this down here... everytime when i miss any of her events in her life i will feel uncomfortable jus dunno why but i will feel uneasy when she is with other ppl ... did i over do stuffs or is my love to her too much ?? sometimes i even question myself in what position am i to stop her from all this kinda event... i don't feel i am doing right.. instead i feel myself like a road block to her.. but love is selfish issit it?? where u just wan her and only her to be with ??? issit this what every couple is looking for??? i am really puzzled and kinda worry about her for tml i just cannot think right. i jus cannot think that everything is ok. when her so called good friend "Mr H" was there i just don't feel safe.. at first i thought it is ok but jus that once when he did the wrong move.. and don't gain my trust.. i had already lost hope on him.. that he will protect her from my absent cause i won't be able to be with her 24/7 as everyone got to move on by themselves in ways...
well i guess i am jus gonna say till here as the more i say the more puzzle i am i jus wish i don't know .
- Tuesday, March 30, 2010;