Tuesday, March 30, 2010
well am back agian.. ha after so much worry she still go for it and stay over as plan.. jus hope everything is ok.. cause her friends there really don't give me the trust at all i am just totally worry but she just cannot get it.. this kind of feelings only i felt it and this is the second time... i felt this way i thought i have already told her before the reason why and stuffs but she doesn't seems to understand... well when everything seems so well.. things just lost control agian... she choose to stay over and neglect my concern... and i choose to avoid and ingore it. i guess no matter how much worry i am she will just go and thought is alright.. of cz to her it is not the 1st time.. but than agian... that time she is single... but not now.. well haiz.. no need to say le she should be happy right now with her friends..
really hope my dreams issit true this time... i was kinda worry cause my dreams was all about states or some weird dreams with the "she" everytime when i started to get worry i will have weird dreams and things will start to go wrong... really dunno... how to say ... nvm...
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